"This Is Love, This Is Murderous" Lyrics

This Is Love, This Is Murderous

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01. Love Lost In A Hail Of Gunfire
02. Sweet Vampirous
03. Number Seven With A Bullet
04. On Wings Of Lead
05. What I Bleed Without You
06. This Is Love, This Is Murderous
07. City Of The Condemned
08. Mutilation
09. Murder By Numbers
10. Dead Like Me
11. Shadow Walker
12. Revenge I Seek


01. Love Lost In A Hail Of Gunfire

[intro]
this was a fucking bomb
for a few seconds this place was armageddon
there was a firefight!

you are the fucking disease
another day, another memory but i have fucking failed
i turned another lie into the work of a saint

so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face
now i rise from my knees
i will not live in misery
you won't take me, you won't take me
now it's me! now it's me!

all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising
rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes
sickness fills the air
another life that you wish you could fake
your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take
i must take

so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face
now i rise from my knees
i will not live in misery
you won't take me, you will not destroy me
you cannot destroy me
and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength i have left
and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss
so look at your fucking horror, horror

i want to see your face, show me your true face
i want to see your face, show me your true face
my heart belongs to you, so save me
my heart belongs to you, so save me
for the sake to give it away
still beats, still beats, still beats, still beats
still beats inside of me
my heart belongs to you, so save me
and my heart still beats
and my heart still beats
my heart still beats, so save me
my heart still beats


02. Sweet Vampirous

i've cursed this day with no regrets
with no compromise. curse your grace
shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
simple love is to blame i won't lay my head down with this shame, kiss the sky
i'm always waiting here on the ground, on the ground
be warned [8x]

shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill us all
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill us all
be warned, be warned
be warned, she'll kill you
be warned, she'll kill me


03. Number Seven With A Bullet

walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life
and i think i lost you when i began to run away
so far, so far away from home
your approval, was the only crown i seeked

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see

mark me for death
mask me for torture
mark me for death

i stare at the footprints
and you, so far away

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see

mark me for death
mask me for torture
mark me for death
mask me for torture

i hope you see my face on your fucking death bed
i hope you see my face on your death bed

you played the role of the angel
now you'll see my face in hell
you fooled my mind with your selfish ambition, bitch
you played the role of the angel
now you'll see my face in hell
you played the role
you played the role of the saint
now you'll see my face, my face in hell

walk alone. i stare at the footprints of my life
and i think i lost you, when i began to run away
so far, so far away from home
your approval, was the only crown i seeked

i no longer doubt myself
too long, i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
so was it worth the game to lose our purities?
won't wear the crown of thorns
won't wear the mask of judas
i'll never be who you want me to be
you'll never see the beauty i see


04. On Wings Of Lead

nothing was supposed to hurt like this
missing you was always one more kiss
now there's nothing that i can do
one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you

always were and always were a simple love story
you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed
drown me in a pool of my blood
it's getting harder just to breathe
i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
so you can't see me sleep
it's getting harder just to say the right things

i've seen the angel's face
and i've heard her sing to me
from my reflection on this razor blade
i've heard ten thousand dying screams
and they're calling me

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
don't let me wake

drown me in a pool of my blood
it's getting harder just to breathe
i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
so you can't see me sleep
so you can't see me sleep

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
don't let me wake

nothing was supposed to hurt like this
and missing you, was always one more kiss
and now there's nothing that i can do
there's just one more nail in the coffin
there's just one more nail, and it's all for you

i've seen the angel's face
and i've heard her sing to me
from my reflection on this razor blade
i've heard ten thousand dying screams
and they're calling me

the day will break on this saddest day
so don't let me wake
i've heard this all before
and i've seen this over and over again
so don't let me wake


05. What I Bleed Without You

i've had enough of this
you're all the same to me
i want to be alone
eat me alive with your sickenss
hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me
so should i let it go?
my veins run sand that won't pass

you were supposed to be my only cure

and i've had enough of this
you're all the same to me
i want to be alone
eat me alive with your sickness

you were supposed to be my only cure
you were supposed to be the one to take her place

sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today
this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say
you were my one true cure, my only love
you were my one true pain, my only hate
you were supposed to be there
you were supposed to be the truth
you were supposed to take her place
you were supposed to be my solitude, solitude

sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today
this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say
you were my one true cure, my only pain
you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate
my only cure, my only pain
i hate you, i love you
my only cure, my only pain
i hate you, i love you


06. This Is Love, This Is Murderous

midnight, we kill
we slaughter the tongue of revolution
to our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust
how many times can i trust in you, my beloved friend?
because every time i trust, i lose
so i believe in nothing, nothing, nothing
because of you, i still believe in nothing
because of you, i still believe in nothing
because of you, i still believe
i still believe in nothing

i'll always know my place in this world
no longer fit in your fucking world anymore
your lust ruins everything
like a growing target on my back
i feel the knives are chasing
see my eyes are no longer blind
see my eyes are no longer blind
there is a purpose in life today
destroying you every step of the way
from this point on - no more friends
i know my role in this world
don't fit in your fucking world

this once meant everything to me
now another forgotten effigy
because only scars remain
broken bones form a hope that's been left grey
i die every time i hear your fucking name
been left grey [6x]

and there is a purpose in life today
rise to your feet, as we march to our graves
fight back

there is a purpose in life today
rise to your fucking feet, as we march to our graves
i can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart
tearing me apart
ripping you apart
tearing us apart


07. City Of The Condemned

it's fucking freezing outside because i saw you tonight and almost died
looks like i've seen too many winters in my mind
your stare is cold. you better turn and run away
because you're the evil. we will keep on hunting you
killing

so what more do you want from me?
we will carry the weight that you can't carry
talk your shit about us
we don't give a fuck anyway
you'll be the one to cry
you'll be the one to fade
i'll knock you off your high horse
tonight we fucking burn your dream

like glass your heart will break
now who's left to pick up the pieces
of your new shattered existence?

i've heard this shit before
i'll await the day to see you fade

so what more do you want from me?
we will take on the weight you can't carry
talk your shit about us
we don't give a fuck anyway
you'll be the one to cry
you'll be the one to fade
i'll knock you off your high horse
tonight we fucking burn your dream

talk your shit about us
you are the true motherfucking fakes
you are the true fucking fakes
you are the true fucking fakes
i'll burn your dream, no apologies
i'll burn your dream, no apologies
we'll burn your dream, no apologies
we'll burn your dream, no regrets


08. Mutilation

if these pills could, they would call my name
a quick end, suicide becomes
so persuasive and dramatic
a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me
and i'll remember every fucking movement

i've lost control
and i'm losing control of who i am
nothing seems to fit
these words fill a helpless length of time
they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose
into substance
remember my face when i am gone

i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity
your grip of reality

and i'll remember every movement
and i'll study it like an infection
curse to your embrace
into substance
crushed by your bloody kiss

i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

together we sleep in an unmarked pine box

been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

i still remember that first kiss
that first look, that first touch
and how it never made sense

you built me up just to be broken

i've, i've been dead before tonight
i've felt your grip of eternity

i've been reduced to a fucking substance
i've been reduced to a fucking substance


09. Murder By Numbers

murder ascends it's beautiful face and sides with me
everlasting sound is sweet
all i wanted, to not be alone
but still you always leave me

i want your eyes fixed on me
so i can watch them as you scream

and you were so beautiful
but now you'll rot. and no one will see your face
and no one will see your face
and no one will dare speak your name

i won't remember your eyes
i won't remember the jealousy

what choice is left for me?
what choice is left for me?
this is a war i must take
to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made
and no one will see your face
i'm not impressed
still not impressed
i'm not impressed
still not impressed

now you'll rot [4x]

i won't remember your eyes
i won't remember the jealousy
i won't remember your face
and i'll forever curse your name
curse your name

i want your eyes fixed on me
so i can watch them as you scream
i want your eyes fixed on me


10. Dead Like Me

just a papercut to spill your blood
just a papercut to spill your blood
i hear screams come out the window
maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails
i am the son of rejection
so hold me to the light
tell me it's right to feel dead inside

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me

because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
tell me i'm not alone. whisper that breath that fuels this fight
from now on, this is my life
discontent for the rest of mankind
i'll always remember the way that touch felt and how i was so close
four seconds away from death
three seconds away from you
two seconds away from death
one second away from you

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me

try to find reasons to resist
and i won't break, not today
try to find reasons to resist
and i won't break, not today
bring it

i look back on a broken mess
pictures shattered with shards of glass
this is what my life means to me
i look back on a broken mess
pictures shattered with shards of glass
this is what my life means to me

i won't break, not today
i won't break, not today
dead like me
dead like me


11. Shadow Walker

fucking coward
does it make you feel big and strong
to watch her cry out and bleed?
see the fear in her eyes
won't you kill the weakness in yours
motherfucker, vengeance comes soon

you won't stand in front of me
i'll avenge my family
been waiting these four years to destroy you
to erase you from this place so we can breathe
don't want you as a memory

shadow, i'll cast you down

you, you're just a bitch you think i'd let you forget?
someday, our paths will cross, you're the one who will bleed
salvation from my hate

won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life
i've been waiting these four years
to get you out of my head
you kill the memories, you kill the memories
won't kill this pain, your pain and memories
pain inside


12. Revenge I Seek

[intro]
and when i vest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold in judgement
i will take vengeance upon mine enemies and i will repay those who hase me
o lord, raise me to thy right hand and count me amoung thy saints

fuck your world and fuck your kind
go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive
i used to think of what you meant to me
i think of you every fucking day
why the fuck did i let you into my heart
now where do i begin
today is my last fucking chance
erase it all and kill my past

fuck what we fucking said
the memories don't mean shit
don't give a fuck about what you'll say
the memories don't mean shit, anymore
youre societys whore
anymore

i'll walk through this wasteland
before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again
i'll burn forever
before i ever fucking see your face again, in hell

anymore
and youre societys whore
anymore

fuck you forever
i'll despise you for the rest of these days
fuck you forever
i'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life
my life

why the fuck did i let you into my heart
now where do i begin
today is my last fucking chance
erase it all and kill my past

fuck what we fucking said
the memories don't mean shit
don't give a fuck about what youll say
the memories don't mean shit, anymore
youre societys whore, anymore
revenge i seek







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