 "Portrait Of The Goddess" Lyrics
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| 01. Rise |
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sink your teeth into delicate skin
armor that hides your thoughts for this eternity
a clean break that will never heal
is this the pain that was felt every day, fuck you
things will never change
is this the pain that was felt everyday, so fuck you
you'll never change, never change
now we both bleed, now we both die
now we both lose inside
now we both bleed
we've been here forty times
and we still lose forty one times
we still lose in the end
time to rise
every second of every hour
time to rise
we all lose in the end
i'll forget this
i'll forget you
i'll forget everyone
i'll forget love letters you never fucking wrote
is this the pain
so where is the pain
is this the pain
so bring the pain
pain, so bring the pain, motherfuckers
i sweated blood for you
time to rise
| 02. Our Enemies |
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now demons running racing through my dreams
taking shape, destroy my life forever
poisoned memories to fuel this fire
i'll burn you alive
you, too fragile frail
to leave a mark
for this lifetime
legions of storms
to prey this war
on you
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
demons running racing through my dreams
taking shape destroy my life forever
awaken my love
and inhale this beautiful silence
but for now and this thread i hold
will be gone forever
no more
forever
no more
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
designed with false emotion
i'll cross the line to take the fall
this choce that makes me choose
and it burns inside me
and i lie awake
forever [10x]
| 03. Wake Of Orion |
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look into my eyes, say it's alright
but nothing lasts forever
i'll rip the nerve from your heart and i refuse
i refuse to live this way
eliminate
erase the most beautiful face i've ever seen
to salvage this frozen heart
i feel fake
i'm feeling abused
i'm feeling torn again
someway to be abused
someday
a new day will come
after eight long years of you
walking by me never looking my way
this is a testament
that we must consume
eight long years of you
walking by me never looking my
look my way
just to feel your touch
isn't worth the cost
fill the void in my life
but you, you were the only one
to see me alive
alive
you lie
now that surrounds with windows
and i've seen you walk by ten thousand times
now proceed to throw, or were they daggers
despite the broken glass, your smile is fake
your eyes are fake, your smile is fake
just the way the beauty you portray
the time has come
consume
you sold your eyes to the worthless
and now your face is killiing me
so many faces
just like your's
so many smiles
just like your's
your's, your's
I refuse to live this way
I refuse
take my hand and
i'll lead you through it
take my
i'm not afraid
i'm not afraid, anymore
i am not afraid
i am not afraid
i feel fake
and i'm feeling abused
i'm feeling torn again
someway to be abused
one last torment
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all from me
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all to me
forget my eyes for me
bringing it all to me
forget my eyes for me
| 04. Just Another Pretty Face |
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infect with all dissolved memories of one
why did you care, when you never cared before?
why'd you care, you never cared [7x]
why'd you care, when you never cared before?
i've become an instrument of your twisted flashbacks
still you condemn me for my mistakes
a curse to your saviors will
you stare so emotionless, but still I fall down
your heart dies with every breath of this poison
annihilation
i cannot
i will not
i won't forget
now i must stand for who i am
and every picture i see is of you
and every time you cry
because your past can't run away
you can't run away form this
you cannot hide
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
you can't hide from this, it won't begin
it won't begin
it won't begin
it won't begin
| 05. Savior, Saint, Salvation |
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forget every word you spoke
regret this life to choke
purity just a blinded coward
seventeen the number you chose me
seventeen curses now will be blamed
on your sacred black heart
now i'm awake
my will is stronger than before
you don't know me
you don't see me
you will never fucking know me
come on
everything went black tonight
now i'm sick of being blamed for your worthless identity
of a victim the claim you make
a false claim for a bullshit tear
not from me anymore
not from me anymore
anymore
not anymore
now i cast a thousand plagues on you
so left behind to make immense
now i am set free
and i can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
now i am set free
and i can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
red, red is the color that makes me sick
and is paid for in blood
it's paid for with your blood
go
it's paid for with your blood
and now we're taking it back [7x]
take it all back
this time to my eyes
you no longer exist to me
this time to my eyes
you no longer exist to me
red painted walls
you'll have our day in the sun
one more time
now I cast a thousand plagues on you
so left behind to make immense
now I am set free
and I can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
now I am set free
and I can see right through you
but you're too blind to see me
you're too blind
| 06. Turns Cold To The Touch |
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the surface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing left to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
laying on the cold tile floor, the floor
when i entered your room last night
your face left me as a coward
now i'm left with nothing
but your stare that's burning me
i don't try
because i'll fail
i'm just left in line
with the rest who admire
who admire
the surface of a broken hand
a credent hand with nothing left to hold
face turns cold to the touch
my face was white
my face was white, was white
left alone in desolate dreams
why can't i be beautiful
so you would want to save me
but you're the angel with the perfect wings
that i'll fucking break and take you with me
but you're the angel with the perfect wings
that i'll fucking break and take you with me
take you with me
take you with me
those words left a stain
i must make you see the ugliness
you left your light on
you turned my will again
just look what you created
a sick, frail man
(scared to look at his shadow)
now i'm sorry
(that you're a part of this)
but i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight
i can't be left alone tonight
| 07. Portrait Of The Goddess |
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goddess
goddess of hate i've seen this face before
i do believe i've heard this voice before
so many lines
so many words
i don't regret a single one
do you despise the reflection
when you look at yourself
yourself
remove
remove the blindfold
one single thought
one single breath
one smoking gun
and no regrets
what happened to the girl i used to hold
i'm the demon in your eyes
but you're the goddess of my heart
now i need you to feel me
and kiss my lips one more time
one more time
one more time and no regrets
one more time
and no regrets
one more time
that's all you'll fucking get
one more time
that's all you'll fucking get
what do i have to gain
your face in front of me
what do i have to lose
yourself in front of me
well that time is now, you'll get
for last time, that's all you need
well that time is now, you'll get
for last time, that's all you need
goddess
goddess of hate i've seen this face before
i do believe i've heard this voice before
so many lines
so many words
and i don't regret a single one
a single one
a single one
| 08. Ill Part 2 |
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delusion
lost astray, alone in darkness
this loveless game of depression
i still hear voices of you
so bury me alone in this hole that you left for me
deny everything
everything
shallow reaching out for your forgiveness
hopelessly, i cannot see
anything
now i must take myself
now i must take my life
now i must rip it back from you
now i must take myself
now i must take my life
i must rip it back from you
from you, from you
i've reached the final judgement
every thought and every second
that you smile
it makes me choke
it makes me bleed
it was all lies
your smile makes me sick
| 09. I Dream Of July |
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monday morning
a midwest gloom above
the word on the other end
the news of death of hope
life slain by love
one last message of the voice of him
life slain by promise
one last message of the voice of him
the voice of hope
but there was no hope
every second life unfulfilled lifeless reality
for every weakened mind
for every broken heart
(his strength will remain)
for memories every fucking day
every word you said came true
with this knife to your throat
you got left in this hole
left alone to die
you foresaw the end
is this what you want from us?
is this what you wish from us?
you foresaw the end
you fucking took the end
is this what you want from us?
now we're gonna give it to you
now we're gonna give it to you
now we're gonna give it to you
| 10. Insomniac |
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this day on never will i look back on you
those memories are dormant
and every thought of you
i'll see you in dreams
please, don't let me sleep again
drop your eyes to the ground
stay the fuck away from me
those three words none existent forever you condemned
in my perfect world your pain to me
your pain as great as gold
in my perfect world
you were always there
but your words ran stale
and you were never there
and you were never there
this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you
this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you
this time i swear
there's hope for tomorrow
you turned your eyes from me
and now i'm stronger without you
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